This month is not a good month for me...things happen like shit, ppl bitchin bout me whther nt of jealousy, haterous, revenge... n all this aura makes me grow taller. Maybe all those shit sound very evil, but think at another edge, hey without them i wont learn a lesson n wont b able to gain something from me. This shows the fact the the real world is cruel n only the "smart" will survive! i really learned this time after summarizing all my experiences...true frens is not only a term given based on short term relationship...but only given when someone really cares n love when u r down n in need...
2days having insomia...living in clueless world!can't think of a solution n i find myself so useles...on that time i thought of my frens....but who r my frens?where r they....no where!no one!They only appear when i have value to them.Mayb i have ppl bside me that i could say they r my frens but not best frens.now i have 2 person that i could say they r my best fren n also bro+sis!ADELINE n ALBERTUS!
both of them r like my bro+sis.they r the one that thought me how to socialize n learn to b in part of the society. they r very positive person. Adeline said she has been in my shoes' b4 that is y she always explain o teach me from her experiences. she nvr felt tired of guiding me along the way... n she make sure she will holds my hand n nvr fall apart. Even Albertus, he is a man with great knowledge of life.although his interpretation not as good as Adeline but his advice is straight forward.These 2days i learn from their advice. they gave me so much of guidance that makes me wake from my fairyland.Without them i think i'm still in my maze n mst probably i might leave this world...i'm sick of being bully n blamed!I really thankful for their love n care. After finishing my onversation with adeline this noon, i m more clear with my life.It might b difficult for this 6month but it will not b long...the world is round,what goes around comes around!
got to work later again...hopefully get to open some bottles so i could maintain my future life!
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